Life doesn’t always fall apart in a single moment—and it rarely comes back together easily. Everything I Never Wanted is a therapist’s memoir that moves through childhood sexual abuse, a breast cancer diagnosis, motherhood, and the devastating grief of losing people we love. It is an exploration of what it means to live inside the trauma that reshapes the life you are living, and the wild path to recovery by means of a medically supervised psychedelic treatment, intense and committed therapy and tenacious and gritty intention. It is also a love letter to the people who made it all worth it.
Each chapter unfolds around a defining hardship and the lesson forged within it— and the ways resilience is built not in grand gestures, but in quiet, daily decisions to keep going. Told with insight, humour, and unflinching honesty, this memoir reveals how healing is less about erasing pain and more about learning to carry it differently and finding the joy along the way.
At its heart, this book is about staying rooted when the ground shifts, building resilience in seasons of uncertainty, and rising—not in spite of what we endure, but because of the strength and hope we gained through it. It is for anyone who has survived what they never asked for and is still searching for meaning, steadiness, and moments of unexpected joy after profound loss.
Life doesn’t always fall apart in a single moment—and it rarely comes back together easily. Everything I Never Wanted is a therapist’s memoir that moves through childhood sexual abuse, a breast cancer diagnosis, motherhood, and the devastating grief of losing people we love. It is an exploration of what it means to live inside the trauma that reshapes the life you are living, and the wild path to recovery by means of a medically supervised psychedelic treatment, intense and committed therapy and tenacious and gritty intention. It is also a love letter to the people who made it all worth it.
Each chapter unfolds around a defining hardship and the lesson forged within it— and the ways resilience is built not in grand gestures, but in quiet, daily decisions to keep going. Told with insight, humour, and unflinching honesty, this memoir reveals how healing is less about erasing pain and more about learning to carry it differently and finding the joy along the way.
At its heart, this book is about staying rooted when the ground shifts, building resilience in seasons of uncertainty, and rising—not in spite of what we endure, but because of the strength and hope we gained through it. It is for anyone who has survived what they never asked for and is still searching for meaning, steadiness, and moments of unexpected joy after profound loss.
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